Gimme Freedom or Let Me Go

Dont know when I will be free
The weight of my conscience just weighs over me
Dont know how to act, what to do
I struggle for what I don't want
Again and again it continues incessantly
God help me...God help me I shout
Help me transcend these barriers of conscience
Or, Let me fall down levels below it
Let me become oblivious to it's existence
But He doesn't help,
Just adds more burden on my shoulders,just sends more instructions
I dont want any more instructions...I want your love
I want to sit in your lap again with the innocence I was created of
Take this burden..It is for you
The reason I still live is coz you still stand over me
Would have left this way back
Taken a deep plunge into death and never comeback
But you still keep me here with the burden still weighing me down
Take me or Free me is the option that I give
That may sound rude but that is me
And if not to you I am rude to whom should I be
I can't breathe anymore, gimme freedom or let me go
Gimme freedom or let me go........